So today has been kinda of ruff... I got up feeling like I have been hit by a 18 wheeler then dragged by it.. Then on top of that I am some what horse I also have chest pain .... I am so tired its not funny... Dusten is coming down with a cold which when he gets sick he get's needy and clingy.. Which right now I'm not able to lift more than 15 to 20 lbs.. and guess what he weights more than that... I hate having this pain and Dusten being sick....
On top of all that our Tax money still hasn't come back and we have bills due, past due and way over due.. I am so stress with losing a baby, bills pilling up and Dusten being sick.. I know it could be worse but I don't like it one bit... I would love my life to be somewhat easier but it's just not happening for me just about now... Dusten wants all my attention and my love which I love to give him but I don't need to get sick after having this surgery....
So Chris has being taking care of him but I don't like having to rely on people, also my mom has been coming over and helping out.. She has been cooking, cleaning and doing laundry which is so greatly appericated.... I also am currently seeking a job which suck because I know I could do the job they just don't want to hire me which is stupid they hire someone who doesn't need or deserve the job and just slack off while they work... I just wish I could find a job that was great pay and great time with benifits... Please Job if your out there find me...
Well that's about all for now.. more to come..
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