Giving all you have Left!!!

Giving all you have when you have nothing left…

 Well I do this a lot of the times and people don’t even know it honestly. I am currently in school for my LPN and I work a part time job. On top of all of that I am a Wife and a Mother to two wonderful little boys. I have my work cut out for me most days. My schooling goes for 8 weeks so it goes by fast but that means tons of work and studying to do all the time. So somehow I have to squeeze in time for my Husband and my two boys. But also I can’t forget I need my one on one time with God.

 I have been leaving God out a lot lately and I definitely feel it. I feel out of my place even sometimes a loss for words for my actions. I am trying to start being better about time in prayer, reading Gods word and even devoting my time for the good of His works. I don’t do this enough because my actions show it. I am short tempered and even sometimes just rude to others.  Most of the time I am short with my husband or even my teachers at school which isn’t good at all it reflects poorly on me and who I am. I have to take the time to fix this. So here are some things I am going to do to fix this….. 

1.     Go to bed earlier to wake up earlier to spend time with God.

2.    Pray about everything nothing is pointless to God.

3.    Spend time uplifting others and encouraging others. I know doing this will make me feel better about myself and show that I am someone others want to be around.

4.    Start asking others how they are doing before complaining about all my problems. That listening ear everyone needs once in a while.

5.    Take time to be alone with my Husband, alone time with my family, and not let others influence me to do something I don’t need to be doing.

6.    Find something constructive to do.

So with all that being said I have to have an accountability partner in this and I have chosen my husband. As hard as it’s going to be to let my husband tell me when I am being rude, ugly or unkind I think it will allow me to see how I am acting towards others. Do I really want people thinking I live this way  I don’t so I hope by me changing my actions it will help my family out in more ways than one.

Have a blessed and Wonderful day!!!