Falling apart or God rebuilding

So I am so behind and so out of sorts why because I am currently seeking fora job once again which stinks. My life has been all out of sorts which isn't fun at all.. I have had a few phone interviews, face to face interviews and I've gone door to door handing out my resume. But right now I am trying to focus more on myself and working out my issues. 

With that being said I have come to realize we have gone to several churches since we have moved here all great church's but not what we expected and we are still searching. What we are looking for?!?!?

1. Family oriented.

2. Kids envolvement.

3. Small groups for Chris and I.

Trust me we have really did go into these churches recently with open hearts, open minds and exceptance it wasn't our old home church. We really need God in the center of our lives right now because I am falling apart not being able to help provide and I want somewhere I can go to for a spiritual fill up and people to get to know.

With that being said I am searching and praying for answers in my own life and where God is leading our family. Be at ease to know we will pull through this storm as I dig into spiritual readings to help self build my family.